And the exhaustion is killing me.

I'll bury my own carcass in the garden I'll never own.

My nipples can't handle your suckling,

Be careful or the baby won't get any milk.

The spider is crawling down my face while you make dinner on the stove.

I can't move while my skin is numbing.

I'll let myself swallow me whole.

Like a vacuum I'll get rid of the mold.

Quietly you laugh and your shadow strokes my eye.

But I can't do it, I won't let you bite to break skin.

I can't let you in, this is deep enough.

The hymen is broken.

Dead children are floating.

Don't touch me while I'm crying, you'll only make it worse.

Just stab me 'till I'm dying and drag my heavy body to the hearse.

I want to walk again.

I want to sing again.

I want to love you.

But you won't let me in.

She poisoned you.

Your temper is Satan's own child.

But I love you.

And I will retract the venom.

And I love you.

I will numb your pain if you want me to.

Bury your head and sleep nearest my bosom.

But hear not the heartbeat of what is already dead.